Life ahead

I'm blogging about this because I want to go back again about this issue when time comes and I want to reflect on the decisions I made. It so hard for me to decide on such matters especially when family concerns are in hot spot,..so hopefully i will be blogging again about the end results very soon. Mom and dad talked to me about the issue on supporting papers for our immigrant petition, they were asking me to decide on the matter since I have to be doing it anyway, It would mean that I have to choose for myself which way I wanna go (that simple?) Cant I have everybody's opinion first? deciding means I have to choose Aunt ????  to be my sponsor and i would automatically giving away myself and live with her in San Francisco. It would also mean being away from dad, mom and my sisters. It doesnt matter much anyway, as long as I can have a stable job and a nice one to support my travels and visit them every now and then. But maybe Auntie would allow me to stay for a while in San diego and decide later if I want to leave them and live in san francisco. what I really want is for the good welfare of everyone, whats important is we each have our job and a place for shelter, this can be possible I know I have great expectations of my life ahead and its gonna be real great, I'm expecting to attract  an abundance of peace, joy, happiness, love, love love love and all the grateful things that we have to be thankful for.